Sometimes the hardest thing we have to do in life is wait.
Right now I am trying to hold on and wait. I hate waiting. Im not really good at it.
I hate knowing that my real life is waiting for me in the near future and this one is just sorta limbo or something.
Its not that we are not living our lives or doing things its just that we know that things will get better once we have are actually there where our new home is, our job, our life. The ability to go and explore new things and do fun things together all looms ahead of us just out of reach. Waiting is the hardest part.
They informed us the waiting will go on a little while longer.
How much longer we are not positive yet. One more thing must be done before the job is ours and we can go.
Its hard knowing that stability and the ability to see and do new things is just around the bend, only the bend keeps stretching instead of getting shorter.
We hold onto hope and keep looking towards the bend all while trying to appreciate today but its never easy.